a hint of sadness and all things random...

my life is a sitcom... it has all the ingredients. hot chicks. hype lifestyle. funny situations. unfortunately i'm not the star of the show. everyone else is...

judged the betrayers of kamigawa pre-release on sat and sunday. was fun as usual... magic still is fun. doesn't feel so competitive to me no more, nevertheless still fun. was in cititel hotel mid valley for 2 whole days...

boardalympics update.
monopoly : punk andy wins gold due to arse ahmad making a horrendous miscalculation. triona silver, me bronze.
settlers of cataan : triona wins her first gold by whooping the boys! me silver. andy bronze.
munchkins : was the most intense game of munchkins i've ever seen or played in, ever! in the end, triona with her insane luck, drew bomb cards and won her second gold medal. andy silver. ahmad bronze! also broke my "won a medal in all events so far" record to pieces...
better luck next time huh?

random events:- (in no particular order)
- farah waking me up at 4 in the morning to tell me how passion was like on saturday night while i was trying to get enough sleep because i was due to wake up at 7.
- lena calling me up and asking me to drop by before she goes for her east malaysia holiday. brought tech along and it was nice to see her again. she somehow seemed different... better... she sounded like she missed me... or it's just me putting my foot in my mouth again. been doing that alot lately...
- alida calling me up and just so that she happened to be with ida and miriam... been wanting to meet up with ida so it was nice to hang out with em...
- *mental note* never get in a car driven by ida. nevertheless, bukit permai was beautiful...
- getting up from the mamak at gombak, near tech's place and having this guy pass me this note while saying that a girl wanted to get to know me... *smiles* her note read "hye, would like to get to know you. you can call me if you insist. this is my number. 016-********. nadiya"
- me fondling azmin trying to distract him while playing a really fun game of puerto rico!
- when i started writing this entry, i was alone in this room at the cybercafe. now this random chinese dude comes in to play an idiotic sounding game... what happened to playing intelligent computer games?
- noticed all these new hip hop groups coming up and also the other "veterans" in the business re-inventing themselves... somehow it seems that i deserve to be there and yet i'm not... it's melancholic i tell you... i feel so confuzzled...

what's there to look forward to? let's see...
- will be in jb this weekend for work purposes... money!
- which means my single can be completed!
- my birthday... *smile*
- something to do with ciara, petey pablo and me... mmmmm....

read the bible code II: the countdown... so fatalistic... more books to read now, courtesy of lena... later...

word of the day...
flirt

• verb
1 behave playfully in a sexually enticing manner.
2 (flirt with) experiment casually with (an idea or activity).
3 (flirt with) deliberately risk (danger or death).

• noun
a person who habitually flirts.

i carry a smile when i'm broken in two...

tony rich project... if anyone remembers... something else i feel now...

boardalympics started today... for more info on it, read triona's and/or azmin's blog. so far we played 5 events and i have 1 gold(uno stacko), 2 silver(paper rock scissors & battleship) and 2 bronze(bonanza & boggles??). and considering that i'm in the group of death with andy(i'm the malaysian monopoly champion)(really he is!!), ahmad(i will whop anyones ass in monopoly and scrabble) and triona(i'm a biatch and super competetive so don't mess with me!), i'm quite surprised... hope i do well in the coming events this thurs...

head judging was fun... especially when u award a game loss to a player playing against the level 3 judge... in all i awarded 3 game losses and 1 warning. i would like to do this more often...

nice to know that everyone wants to slap me silly and call me sally... *smiles* now if i only knew who everyone were... if u read my blog on a regular basis, could you pls introduce yourself on the comments... thank you... btw, dudek should be shot... later...

word of the day...
destiny

• noun(pl. destinies)
1 the events that will happen to a person, regarded as predetermined by fate.
2 the hidden power believed to control this; fate.

— origin latin destinata, from destinare ‘make firm, establish’.

slap me silly and call me sally...

those who have been hanging out with me often enough lately would know that this phrase utters out of my mouth often! it's a line from the movie blankman...

head judgin my first tourney tomorrow in century comics since i became a level 1 judge. interested in going for level 2...

why do i keep doing this to myself? i don't know. but i guess once a year is manageable... so far...

let's go over this again... non-existent love life, cash strapped, random sex life, sleepless insomniac nights? that kinda sums me up...

thx to triona, i'm wondering who else reads my blog besides my close friends... could you pls introduce yourself to me? *smile* privacy guaranteed...

kinda like my old entry titled who am i to you... gtg read dci penalty guidelines for tomorrow... go ahead! slap me silly and call me sally! later...

word of the day...
fool

• noun
1 a person who acts unwisely.
2 historical a jester or clown.

• verb
1 trick or deceive.
2 (fool about/around) act in a joking or frivolous way.
3 (fool around) n. amer. engage in casual or extramarital sexual activity.

• adjective
n. amer. informal foolish or silly.

— origin old french fol ‘fool, foolish’, from latin follis ‘bellows, windbag’, by extension ‘empty-headed person’.

confessions of a nocturnal creature...

it's day 19. 19 days since i quit smoking. i'm a quitter. and i hope to quit for good...

situation checklist
1. hang out with friends that smoke - check
2. play in a card game tournament - check
3. lepak in the mamak for more than 5 hours - check
4. play pool in a pool club - check
5. go clubbing (hardest chellenge) - check
6. watch movies at home on the pc - check
7. get really depressed - check

any other suggestions?

i hate to admit it, but i do miss my fav person of the moment... haven't heard from her recently. even though it has only been 5 days... i wish her all the best in her exam tomorrow...

my single? it's slightly delayed. due to financial constraints... i'm up for robbing a bank. who's with me?

met ms cage the other day. at another friends birthday party. i miss that girl. even though i only recently got close to her, i've grown quite fond of her...

finished watching smallville season 3. am now attached to that show... damn you joe! also saw shaun of the dead...great movie!

my withdrawal symptoms are better... my fever has gone, my cough and flu slowing down... ah... it's 7 am... am now in barry's cybercafe... breakfast beckons... later...

word of the day...
random

• adjective
1 made, done, or happening without method or conscious decision.
2 statistics governed by or involving equal chances for each item.

— origin originally in the sense impetuous headlong rush; from old french randon ‘great speed’, from randir ‘gallop’.

tears in heaven...

suddenly the really close tragedy just got closer... just found out that i knew someone who died in the tsunami disaster. someone whom i had a crush on. someone who had her potentially beautiful life cut short. suddenly my troubles just seem so ... minute...

rest in peace
kara

absence makes the heart go yonder...

once again i find myself in a position where i can't write what i want to... *smiles* oh well... does anyone actually care?

my withdrawal symptoms have started... the coughing came and went, now my tonsils are swollen and i have a really painful mouth ulcer... due to my wisdom tooth i think... i can barely open my mouth, much less eat without flinching... heavy breathing, shortness of breath, slight fever... feels like i'm still smoking...

word of the day...
catalyst

• noun
1 a substance that increases the rate of a chemical reaction without itself undergoing any permanent chemical change.
2 a person or thing that precipitates an event.

had a good new years. one word sums it up though... random. my performance in orange was good. sorry if i didn't really invite anyone for it. it was kinda last minute anyway... exactly at 12 i was standing outside orange looking at the sky wishing i was somewhere else...

randomly found this article in mtvasia.com
Loco Out Of Ammo
July 10, 2002

Malaysia - It was only last year that we heard of Land Slyde leaving local rap outfit, Poetic Ammo. Now another shocker has come our way. According to reliable sources, the same tragedy has happened to Slyde’s younger brother, C.Loco.

C.Loco, an integral part of Poetic Ammo, alongside founding members Yogi B and Point Blanc, was asked to leave the rap outfit, reason being, he was just not good enough. Allegations of him not being committed enough to the band was also overheard, according to reliable sources.

This disturbing news couldn’t come at a worse time, seeing that the guys were working on new material, that was supposed to be released last month.

Official announcement is yet to be made by Poetic Ammo’s recording label, Positive Tone.

-- Reeta Sidhu

feels just like it was yesterday... btw, the reliable sources that reetha is refering to is me... i told her what happened...

woke up the next morning and played in the vs sat tourney. went 4-0. mmmm... then drafted and went 1-4. then went to watch liverpool-chelsea in hartamas. sorry to say this but chelsea has resorted to cheating and referee bullying to win matches nowadays. just like arsenal and man u. well like they say, good guys always finish last... worked today in metro kajang... was bored to bits... anything for cash to eat i guess...

maybe...
one day i'll stop worrying bout money,
one day i'll understand why,
one day she will love me,
one day i won't have to cry...

maybe...
one day i'll know what to say,
one day i'll know what to do,
one day i'll make everyone happy,
one day i'll be god for a day for you...

that'll be the day that i die...