absence makes the heart go yonder...

once again i find myself in a position where i can't write what i want to... *smiles* oh well... does anyone actually care?

my withdrawal symptoms have started... the coughing came and went, now my tonsils are swollen and i have a really painful mouth ulcer... due to my wisdom tooth i think... i can barely open my mouth, much less eat without flinching... heavy breathing, shortness of breath, slight fever... feels like i'm still smoking...

word of the day...
catalyst

• noun
1 a substance that increases the rate of a chemical reaction without itself undergoing any permanent chemical change.
2 a person or thing that precipitates an event.

had a good new years. one word sums it up though... random. my performance in orange was good. sorry if i didn't really invite anyone for it. it was kinda last minute anyway... exactly at 12 i was standing outside orange looking at the sky wishing i was somewhere else...

randomly found this article in mtvasia.com
Loco Out Of Ammo
July 10, 2002

Malaysia - It was only last year that we heard of Land Slyde leaving local rap outfit, Poetic Ammo. Now another shocker has come our way. According to reliable sources, the same tragedy has happened to Slyde’s younger brother, C.Loco.

C.Loco, an integral part of Poetic Ammo, alongside founding members Yogi B and Point Blanc, was asked to leave the rap outfit, reason being, he was just not good enough. Allegations of him not being committed enough to the band was also overheard, according to reliable sources.

This disturbing news couldn’t come at a worse time, seeing that the guys were working on new material, that was supposed to be released last month.

Official announcement is yet to be made by Poetic Ammo’s recording label, Positive Tone.

-- Reeta Sidhu

feels just like it was yesterday... btw, the reliable sources that reetha is refering to is me... i told her what happened...

woke up the next morning and played in the vs sat tourney. went 4-0. mmmm... then drafted and went 1-4. then went to watch liverpool-chelsea in hartamas. sorry to say this but chelsea has resorted to cheating and referee bullying to win matches nowadays. just like arsenal and man u. well like they say, good guys always finish last... worked today in metro kajang... was bored to bits... anything for cash to eat i guess...

maybe...
one day i'll stop worrying bout money,
one day i'll understand why,
one day she will love me,
one day i won't have to cry...

maybe...
one day i'll know what to say,
one day i'll know what to do,
one day i'll make everyone happy,
one day i'll be god for a day for you...

that'll be the day that i die...