1.31.2006

tres delinquentes

by delinquents habits...

i miss my dad.

i bought that album on the day he passed away.

it's funny how for a man who i thought i wasn't close to, i tend to quote him a whole lot. this is a man whom i get my passion for sports for. for instance, he being a lifelong man u supporter and me being a liverpool supporter meant there is war in the house everytime the teams met. once, when liverpool won 4-0, he didn't speak to me for a week. and the last thing we ever talked about was football. it was the night before. i came back late and asked him the final score of a man u match. he said it was 4-0.

he was a great man. sad that i only see it this late. he had a weird way of telling me he's proud of me. like how he'd tell his friends that my nickname was mr dictionary. i hated it. but that's how he was showing me off.

or when i came back with 5a's for my upsr. he looked at the cert and said, how come there's no b's here?

i know that if he still was alive, my life would have been different. i probably wouldn't be where i am right now. makes me wonder how different my life would've turned out. i probably would've finished my studies. and gone overseas. doing computers and music. i could be married now. LOL.

my girl says that i'm a very helpful guy. i never really noticed. now i see that i get it from him as well. he helped everyone who asked. then they screwed him over. and yet he still walked on.

mr balakrishnan.

yeah... i miss my dad...

1.09.2006

i've seen it all...

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fiercely religious people intent to convert you. i love God as much as the next person, but i'll be my own God, you hear? i have deep respect for all religions, but my belief is like my sexual orientation: straight. don't try and change me, and i won't throw your bible, pamphlet, or whatever you have in your face. i'm fine if you introduce me and are clueless to my religious beliefs, but if you tell me that i'll go to hell and suffer soddom and ghommora, then that'll just piss the bitch out of me. Jesus is your homeboy. i get it. i don't think you masturbate to noah if you're Christian, so don't automatically assume I'm the spawn of satan if I'm not.
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-querido-

nothing sets the mind racing like reading another random person's blog. i've just recently discovered her blog and she really makes me smile with her style of writing... reminds me a bit of rudy. later...

game over...

please insert coin(s) to continue...

random titles always makes my day...

"On another note...
I am saddened... I cant believe playtoy didn't mention me as one of the people who he rarely talks to who still think of him....
I think of him pretty often.. I think of all my friends back home so much actually! miss them so much...."

ninjalena

*smiles* i have friends who seem to take offense rather easily. i do remember you my dear. just that i did mention your sister and you seem to have disappeared due to "serial dating" interludes...

innate superpower huh? lol... you have mentioned that to me before... how you have fallen into countless drains(i am exaggerating) i'm still major droppings and i still drop stuff everywhere...

it's the new year and if you were wondering where i was, i was having supper with my dear in centrepoint's secret recipe. we saw some fireworks behind some trees and the smoke from some other fireworks... quiet new year.

i'll be 29 this year. still planning my single and album. still planning my video. still looking for funding. still trying to convince my mom that i don't wanna get married yet. still trying to get better at the game of magic the gathering. still trying to make my million. as always...

was working in one utama for dunloppillo last week and bumped into a couple people there... they were, lets see...
-ayu-
-farah-
-fifi-
-sofia-
-landslyde-
-nas-t-
-adam-

random ppl...

next up for me is the video and the second single... later...