i prefer to see the good in you...

a very naive yet pure sentence...

my guess is that alot of my faithful readers have gone missing, since i rarely go online nowadays, even to post something, or read the wolf game shop forums... no online, no blog post...

and yet i shall write faithfully even if no one reads em, cos i know that i do... years from now it'll sound mighty funny...

singapore... turned out to be a great trip for me... the work was tiring but good... gp singapore ended up teaching me alot of things... managed to squeeze in a night of clubbing on saturday night, even after a long day work, thx to a really dear friend who decided that she would be my host and tour guide for the night and that i would be her tequila drinking partner... not a bad deal considering i had the hottest girl in town walking around with me and me being me was just absolutely enjoying her company...

walking around town where no one knew who i am was quite a thrill... dancing like a madman and enjoying myself without the need to "maintain" was totally enjoyable... wish i could do this more often...

i stayed in marina mandarin, which was right in front on suntec centre and behind it was singapore's durians... funny part is i only found this out on sunday night as i was walking around the esplanade with my friend enjoying the sights... beautiful place, on a sunday night that is...

*to those who are wondering what the durian is, visit : esplanade*
- my hotel is the white building right behind the durian! and the four towers behind that is the suntec office towers...

hopefully i'll get more chances to go on trips like this in the future... last but not least, total amount of singaporean dollars spent on trip : 24 sgd... later...

word of the day...
infatuate *felt this for someone lately*

• verb
(be infatuated with) be inspired with an intense passion for.

leavin' on a jetplane...

more like a bus... supposed to leave for singapore in the morn. judging duty at the singapore gp. while everyone else here is waiting for malaysian f1, the prodigy party, saturday partying, force of nature concert, i'm going away for the weekend...

if anyone wants to get in touch while i'm in singapore, just sms me. if u don't have my number, look up tech and ask him. and maybe, just maybe he'll give it to you... later...

word of the day...
travel

• verb
1 make a journey.
2 journey along (a road) or through (a region).
3 move or go from one place to another.
4 withstand a journey without adverse effects.

• noun
1 the action of travelling.
2 (travels) journeys, especially abroad.
3 before another noun (of a device) sufficiently compact for use when travelling: a travel iron.
4 the range, rate, or mode of motion of a part of a machine.

a long drawn out day...

i just had a really long day. since yesterday. started off in the shop where by i took part in a wwe wrestling tourney. playing undertaker, here's a short review...

round one : vs shaz(rey mysterio)
shaz seemed unfamiliar with the mysterio deck and died to my discard smackdown combo...

round two : vs azmin(babe of the year)
female hate cards got me the advantage here and soon i was up on top... but due to the fear that she will undermine my competition, things slowed... till i decided to push her down anyway...

round three : vs ian(rvd)
pump kick, clutch and i'm all set to kill... no chance for the small guy...(i mean big guy)

round four : vs hafiezan(los guereros)
technical playing on my part got me to kill him finally with a 360 degrees clothesline. when i won, i had 109 fortitude on the table..

so at this moment, i had 4 wins, ben(goldberg) had 3 wins, ahmad(fbi) had 3 wins and blur(dudley boyz) had 3 wins.

top four semis : vs blur(dudley boyz)
his discard combo didn't work, thus he died with no fortitude on the table. at this point i was hoping that ahmad would beat goldberg, but it was not to be.

final : vs ben(goldberg)
as i thought, going 5-0 in a tourney don't confirm the tournament for ya... died to golberg recurring everything and hitting me with an inside cradle...

so i finished second... now after this, with my newly won store credit, i drafted magic with rudy, hafiz and zul. not sure what happened but i went 0-3. sucked!

then later at night with andy triona and ahmad, played board-a-lympics game no 12: honor of the samurai!
got bronze.
game no 13: zombies!
got nothing...

after all this has happened, went over to azmin's place and ended up gambling till now... it's 8.48 am and i have not slept yet... need to go get my passport, send raj and johan back and somehow go back to my mom's place... think i'll sleep first... later...

word of the day...
fatigue

• noun
1 extreme tiredness.
2 brittleness in metal or other materials caused by repeated stress.
3 (fatigues) loose-fitting clothing of a sort worn by soldiers.
4 (fatigues) menial non-military tasks performed by a soldier

cold winds and love stories...

went up to genting for zoukfest, and i was the only one who ended up with a ticket to go in. apparently they had oversold the tickets. my friends who went up could not get in. it was so frustrating for me. i went in anyway with richie & gf and barry & gf.

from 10 pm to 1.30 am : was having fun till it got too packed. left the rave at 4. legs couldn't take it no more...

watched sepet recently. easily the best malay movie i've ever seen in my life..
thought it was a very nicely shot movie, no extravagant stuff. nothing flashy. just nice... made me want to give in to my romantic side again. oh well. if it wasn't for me having friends around me, i would've been very sad indeed... later...

word of the day...
romantic

• adjective
1 inclined towards or suggestive of love or romance.
2 of, characterized by, or suggestive of an idealized view of reality.
3 (romantic) relating to the artistic and literary movement of romanticism.

• noun
1 a person with romantic beliefs or attitudes.
2 (romantic) a writer or artist of the romantic movement.

away i go to a far away land...

decided on friday night to go to zoukfest. why? i have no idea. i feel compelled to go there. as though i should be there... or it could just be my psycho-mentality screwin with me.

random thoughts run through my head whenever i get an urge to just write. not knowing what to write freezes me yet somehow, thinking of what to write down and actually sitting down to do it seems like two different things. just like now. i know what i should do to finish my single. yet i don't do it. and i know what to do to get my second single done and yet again i don't... why? i don't know. my random procrastinating has done me a whole lot of bad...

maybe if angels in the sky would one day herald my return to sanity as much as i would like it, then i would return to being me again. until then, i am nobody... later...

word of the day...
procrastinate

• verb
delay or postpone action.

birthday wishes...

little did anyone know that i was running a contest during my birthday. it was called "least expected person to call or message me birthday wishes on my birthday"... 23 people messaged me, or called me to wish me happy birthday... not counting friendster messages and testimonials, these are the people(in no particular order):

alida
alda
pearl
jasmin
vivian
joeiy
anies
mommy*
chechi
eta*
rosnita*
azmin
yana*
yanti*
olga*
lena
tech
eva
bam bam
ida
sashi
wyn nie
may lin*
(* called)

and the winner of the "least expected person to call or message me birthday wishes on my birthday" award goes to
...
(drumroll)
...

olga! after not talkin to her since like late last year, she calls me to wish me happy birthday... now, if someone could tell her that she'd won a prize and needs to call me to collect her prize... hehehe *smiles* later...

so you wanna be a blogstar...

copied that off the front page of blogger...

my birthday came and went...
how was my brithday? it was spent with a friend who booked me a week before for lunch, which i arrived late for and then at around 7 went over to amcorp, picked up blur and sent him home. then i decided to go back to my mom's place...

i am depressed. though i would like to emphasise here that my feeling of rage is worse, of annoyance, of irritance. at people who promise me stuff and don't deliver. give me a date of delivery and yet f*ck it up at the last minute.

anyway, my birthday was saved by my darling nephew krtine... for a 1 and half year old, he's pretty observant...

things i did in between posts...

- went to the final of blast off. k town clan rocks!
- went to the hitz.fm birthday bash...
- played in a pcq and went 3-2...
- met up my all time fav girl amy who's back from perth...

gotta go play cards now... later...

word of the day...
happy

• adjective (happier, happiest)
1 feeling or showing pleasure or contentment.
2 willing to do something.
3 fortunate and convenient: a happy coincidence.
4 in combination informal inclined to use a specified thing excessively or at random: trigger-happy