10.04.2004

illusions of grandeur...

is that what i potray to people? and yet what i am in reality is just a normal person who's done extraordinary things in life? i'm just me...

sometimes i wish this blog was a private diary... something that others don't read. so that i could just write anything here to get it off my chest. but i know some people that i plan to write about do read this. and i don't want to affect anything that is to happen... and being the martyr for all seasons, that just makes my mind up for me i guess...

sunday was wolf's birthday. wanted to make it for his party but i was working... i messaged him to say that and this was his reply
work is good. no worries
*smile*
wolf : a great guy, slightly flawed but a great guy none the less...

i went to the hospital last wednesday, and the lady told me to come earlier the next day so that i can see the ent specialist... (ent - ear nose throat i think)
got there at 10 in the morn and proceeded to the ent side... waited for like an hour or so to get to the doctor.
fyi : my throat at this moment was so swollen that i could barely talk, i was gagging and breathing was slightly difficult. added with the bonus of my fear of hospitals...

my doctor's name was dr sushil and he looked and talked like he was on speed. sorta like rudy on fast forward. he wanted to stick a tube down my nose to take a look at my throat, and when he saw the look on my face he decided not to. told me to come back in 2 weeks time and if my throat was still like this then he'd have to stick it in then... i said yes and nodded vigorously! he hooked me up with some drugs and off i went to have lunch, eat my medicine and go back to joe's place to sleep. i had very little sleep the night before you see... so puppy, i did go to the hospital just like i promised. thankfully my throat recovered enough so that i could work on friday without difficulty.

met an old friend lam, he came by when i was at work... good to see him again.

i might be in one utama old wing this weekend, for jusco as well. so if anyone misses me as much as i miss them, drop by and say hi... god knows how much i miss certain people... if they only knew...

btw to those who want to read more exciting stuff online rather than my boring ramblings, go to rudyism_101. i love the "the random show"... sleepy jedi rocks...

i knew i had more to say but i gotta go to the mamak now. i'm good. i'll persevere... don't worry bout me. surviving is a good word... later...

1 Comments:

Blogger ExecutorAzmin said...

Well Locs, you could always set up a separate blog for your own thoughts and stuff that you want to get off your chest (mmm... chest...). Blogs give an amazing venue and make it easier for u to write, so just make another private one!

Sleepy Jedi Mind Tricks.... Sleeeeeeeeeeep

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