famine and sh*t...

personal joke between me and a friend... told her i'd use her line as a blog entry cos when she said it, it sounded so cute...

well, first of all, my car window got smashed. f*cking assh*le! the perpetrator/s did it out of spite i guess, cos the car door was still locked and nothing was taken from the car. now when it rains, i get a thorough car wash... perfect timing considering that i'm almost completely broke... maybe god is trying to tell me that i should get my ass up and get my priorities straight... no more pushing things off... maybe...

on a brighter note(#1),(cos if i didn't have any i'd be crying bout the car now) continuing where i ended my last entry,
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someone sweet called me up today, she's back from aus. need to go see her now, as she needs a favour going around town... later...
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i did go pick her up, got lost a bit but finally found her house and we went to get some food. first of all, she's taller than me. that itself is great intimidation factor. you see, i'm very intimidated by tall women, more so when they're pretty as well. well you see, lena(that's her name, if you're wondering) is quite pretty. in fact i can safely say her smile can make quite an impression on some people, as it did on me...

she's very comfortable to be with... we had some food, and then found out that she's can't go to kl as she doesn't have everything she needs... oh well. ended up hanging in amcorp for a while, played pool and i won something off her(which i intend to collect), then off to her house so that she could call some people... remember, at this point i was not supposed to hang out with her the whole day, and yet when her other friends canceled, i ended up having dinner with her as well... tech joined us for a while... later i sent her back and that was the end of 23 hours spent with someone that i was kinda fond of, and now i really am...

my tooth aches...

random notes :
if i ever needed a reason to quit smoking, i might have one now...

i used to think that i've forgotten how to flirt, now i think it depends on the person i'm with...

sometimes you are scared to say stuff out loud, but that's what blogs are for i guess...

i really like this person, maybe even more than just like, alas she won't be here till dec... god loves doing this to me, showing me what i can reach, and yet i can't have...

i hate having hope... just builds up for the disappointment... and yet i'm a sucker for affection...


on a brighter note(#2), went clubbing with kitty, tech and her friend yesterday... the club was boring and yet being around her just made me smile...

starting from next week, i'll be quite busy on weekends... working as a dj cum mc has its priviledges as well as its downfalls... no life on weekends... considering weekends are my happy days... oh well... sacrifices are in order... later...