surviving each day isn't really living....

that's what a friend said when i told her i was surviving... quiet true actually...

been quite inspired lately, with all the new hip hop groups coming up and seeing old friends finally making it after trying so long... i guess it's my turn to shine... or has my light faded away a long time ago?

i find it funny how things have turned out since i was a wee teenager dreaming big dreams... when i would have my alone time and stare out the balcony of my house looking up at the sky. wondering what the future held for me...

list of things i wanted to be or do:
1. be a fiction writer...
2. fall in love...
3. be rap superstar...
4. have money, not lots of it but enough for me...
5. be a famous actor/director...
6. make someone happy...

i guess achieving one out of six is not a bad thing... later...

word of the day...
dream
n.
1.a series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.
2.a daydream; a reverie.
3.a state of abstraction; a trance.
4.a wild fancy or hope.
5.a condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration: a dream of owning their own business.
6.one that is exceptionally gratifying, excellent, or beautiful: Our new car runs like a dream.

go 'head envy me...

"hate it or love it, the underdog's on top
and i'm gon' shine homey until my heart stop
(go 'head envy me, i'm rap's m.v.p.)
(and i ain't goin nowhere, so you can get to know me)"
- the game feat 50 cent "hate it or love it"


Anonymous said...

Dei! Ya own tities-suckingbald fuckPundek! Get a job! no, not a blow job, like u had been doin b4. Get a real JOB, work, earn money. Fuck the single! Its ironic how ya music project & ya life have the same title! SINGLE!...Don't ask people for a place to stay and embarrass ya fam. Finally, don't bother to figure who dis, u KNOW the hordes of real people u fucked & pissed off. Anyway keep it posted bitch, here's a word of the day for ya lazyass: B-Real(The total opposite of ya life to date). I'm serious, no joke, CHANGE! & if ya don't...ma foot b lookin 4 ya dumbass, watch ya back.
8:40 PM

for those who are wondering whats goin on, i found this comment for my previous post...

people never change... for someone who doesn't even know me or claims to anyway, he seems to talk alot of shit. anyone can hide behind anonymous. name yourself and then maybe, just maybe, i'll give a shit about what you said. till then have fun reading about my life... *smiles*

word of the day...
idiot

• noun
1 (informal) a stupid person.
2 (medicine), (archaic) a mentally handicapped person.

hate it or love it...

"hate it or love it, the underdog's on top
and I'm gon' shine homey until my heart stop"
- the game feat 50 cent

somehow that line strikes a chord in my heart...

been away for a while... call it an exodus. a journey through non electronic means... hence the trip through human emotions. funny how it works. the human mind. reverse psycology and what nots...

since i've been away, i've met crazy people, had fun in parties, worked, played games, qualified for nationals, handled a fashion show, hung out with my mom and lots more... now i'm back online.

yes i missed you...

i managed to pass my single to someone and their comment on it was

"i think it is a unique song and it should played on air!"

well hopefully it would be... i'm still looking for a place to stay so if anyone knows anywhere available just holler aight... i reckon i'd have alot to say and yet i'm not really in the mood to divulge in my dirty laundry... maybe another day i shall open table and explain why my life should be a movie... lol... later...

word of the day...
calm

• adjective
1 not showing or feeling nervousness, anger, or other emotions.
2 peaceful and undisturbed.

• noun
1 a calm state or period.
2 (calms) an area of the sea without wind.

• verb
(often calm down) make or become tranquil and quiet.