sleepy day

had a sleepy day today... still sleepy... up at 10 after sleeping at 5... some may say that 5 hours is good enuff but somehow nowadays i seem to need more and more sleep... else my body threatens shutdown... saw a national geographic show once about how sleep is like borrowing money... ur in debt and u have to pay back... guess i'm paying back for all those years of playin a fool and sleepin 3 hours a day... wish i could go back to those days...

now that i mentioned it, i miss my old (i mean OLD) friends who i used to be close to and talk on the phone or hang out all the time... i still think these ppl know better then alotta ppl now... because they saw the basic structure of who i am today... plus/minus a few upgrades...
oh well... later...

might as well start somewhere...

i'm quite a private person ... so what am i doing writing journals u ask ... i don't know ... trying to reach out? trying to expand my horizons ? lol i don't know ... al i know is i'm at a position in life where everything nice (no matter how small it is) is a great thing, and i AM scrapping the bottom of the barrel, thx to some so called blood brothers ... oh well lets look on to the future shall we ....