4.25.2005

note to self...

- get online more often...

- dta...

- more music less games...

why is it that everytime i decide to finally trust someone with my emotions, i get burned all over again? just when you think someone is different, out comes the idiot in em to show you, nope, they're just the same as all else...

i try, i try so hard to see the good in people, but why am i shown the bad instead?

random conversation:
me : why does this happen to me all the time?
ara : you should choose your friends carefully...
me : but i already do. i can count ppl i refer to as friends...
ara : then you move on and find new ones.
me : it hurts everytime... why can't i find ppl that won't throw my trust out the window?
ara : that's reality... you live with it...

well...

if life's a bitch, i wish i can fuck her... later...

word of the day...
trust

• noun
1 firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something.
2 acceptance of the truth of a statement without evidence or investigation.
3 the state of being responsible for someone or something.
4 law an arrangement whereby a person (a trustee) is made the nominal owner of property to be held or used for the benefit of one or more others.
5 a body of trustees, or an organization or company managed by trustees.

• verb
1 have trust in.
2 (trust with) have the confidence to allow (someone) to have, use, or look after.
3 (trust to) commit (someone or something) to the safekeeping of.
4 (trust to) place reliance on (luck, fate, etc.).
5 have confidence; hope: i trust that you have enjoyed this book.

1 Comments:

Blogger jasmin said...

it comes with the relationship. humans are volatile little things. some form and level of idiocy should always be expected. when you're shown the bad, you have the choice of 'closing one eye' and letting it all slide somewhat. the people who count as friends are the people who put up with our crap and still love us for it, no? :)
been a while since i last saw you by the way. how are you?

7:44 am  

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