sarahbob and the works...

i've been named sarahbob by a friend... she has no inkling why i should be called so and yet she insist that i have it. *smiles*

i have reached a point in my life where i have been climbing the hill/mountain/volcano and yet i'm almost there but i've been stuck on this one particular plateau for like almost two years now. the finishing line is in sight and yet i just cannot reach it. i just cannot get over the pinnacle. i need to go the light... its so beautiful...

surviving. such a great word. sums up my life for the past three years... if i write an autobiography of myself, it should be called "surviving, and the works...".

being broke sucks, so if there's any rich ppl put there with lotsa money and not knowing what to do with em, just throw em my way and i'll make it work.

excerpts from a totally meaningless conversation and yet so mind-boggling :
frengers says:
do YOU have a cool hat!?!?
frengers says:
seriously tho, go see it someday.. (the emperor's new groove)
[] *** playtoy *** [] says:
i have a hat
[] *** playtoy *** [] says:
donno if its cool though
frengers says:
kronks hat is the coolest ever
[] *** playtoy *** [] says:
no contest huh ?
frengers says:
nope.
frengers says:
unless...
frengers says:
u were a cartoon!!!!
[] *** playtoy *** [] says:
LOL
[] *** playtoy *** [] says:
i wish
[] *** playtoy *** [] says:
then things would be SO much easier

won't it be easier to be a cartoon character? u cannot die, yet u can be erased. pain is next to non-existent. and everything is a punchline. u don't have to eat. you don't get cravings. you can do whatever you want...
and yet you're not alive... guess thats why being human is so... fucked up? lol... oh well.. later...