might as well start somewhere...

i'm quite a private person ... so what am i doing writing journals u ask ... i don't know ... trying to reach out? trying to expand my horizons ? lol i don't know ... al i know is i'm at a position in life where everything nice (no matter how small it is) is a great thing, and i AM scrapping the bottom of the barrel, thx to some so called blood brothers ... oh well lets look on to the future shall we ....